I Miss you

Hade otroligt tråkigt i lördags kväll. så jag skrev lite random (: några av er känner säkert igen de två första raderna. ah det är därifrån jag fått min 'insperation'... Allex tycker att jag borde göra en låt av det! men det är ju så sjukt svårt!

I miss you,
I miss your smile,
I miss your skin under my fingers,
and your lips hard pressed against mine
The laugh that only you can make
always hunting my mind
I miss your voice that sings me to Neverland were I’m Peter and you’re my Wendy
If something’s not right
you are the one who makes me remember,
I am who I am,
You are who you are,
that we love each other,
That our love is greater than any problem,
And because of that we are the one that can make it work.
If I doubt anything,
you’re always there to make me think otherwise.

Ever since you had to go,
the only thing I’ve thought and feared
is that I would never get the chance to see you again
I was afraid you would forget me and never come back
I’m sorry that I didn’t understood
I’m sorry that I yelled
But most I’m sorry for letting you go.
I love you
but I never understood what I had until I lost it.
I haven’t ate
I haven’t slept
I’ve barley breath
these days I realized how much I need you
How much I love you
but the thingI realized the most is that I will never let you go
not without a properly goodbye

The nights I’ve slept I cried myself to it
I cried myself to sleep love.
I didn’t have you by my side you weren’t there to catch me in a hug when my nightmares were hunting me
I didn’t have your arm around my waist that makes me feel protected
I miss those times I were crying
you didn’t know what I was crying for,
but you also started.
You said that you hate me for it.
You hate when I cry,
just because you think it’s the most beautiful and terrible thing in the world.
We always cry together
And I always forget why I started to cry when the only thing that’s on my mind is to make you stop.
It’s killing me when you cry
You killed me that day.
to see those tears running down your cheeks killed me

I didn’t understood
I didn’t listen
I just thought you were going to leave me.
And because I yelled I thought you were going to do that.
It’s my fault
I’m sorry
I can’t stand one more day without you
because I miss you
I miss your smile
I miss your skin under my fingers
and your lips hard pressed against mine

Av: Nicconicco